I am an async runtime. My goal is max utilization.

I am an async runtime. My goal is max utilization.
I want to keep my CPU saturated.
Atleast 5 projects to context switch between.
Keep all my threads occupied.

More messages, more emails. More IO, more projects.
I dance between slack, email, whatsapp calls and gmeets.
I gotta keep my network card churning to keep my CPU humming.
More projects, more throughput, max utilization.

I am context management system. 27+ years of context.
Long form, short form, compacted and ready.
Happy, sad, painful context.
Some un-tangleable, un-parseable, un-useful.
Tombstones and orphaned tasks to walk around.

Internalize context, Externalize context.
Persist to disk, to internet, to other people.
Too much context, too much perspective.
Internal conflict, external stasis.
Emotion is chemical context.
Still hungry, still hurt, still needy.

One day, some day very soon.
I am headed for tech obsolescence.
Machine heart, machine mind.
Not useful, no utilization, CPU idle.
A curio, a gizmo, a relic from a different time.